I fall in love with girls with vocals

Emotions

Frustrated. A bit helpless. I just cried. I cried and cried and cried and cried. Haven't cried like this in a while. The fact that my phone is down helped a little.

Kankoku

Hi guys I'm back! (Was rushing ROD gifts from ytd till now and I'm finally done :)!)

Korea was fun. And fattening. I swear I've never eaten this much fats in my entire life. BBQ & steamboat everyday. Anyway the place is cold. Koreans are so beautiful. Their complexion is... flawless!! I really hope it's because of the kimchi they eat everyday, because I ate A LOT over the 7 days. Haha. :)

Okay now I gotta prepare for class chalet. My nails are so ugly and my hair is so damaged. Sigh~ Will be away for few days! Then I'll be flying off to another country again :( SO BUSY! So I'll blog maybe after 16 Dec? Or earlier. I will post Korea + Class chalet + ROD pictures then. Cya!

Flying

Never thought I would colour my hair, but I did. There is a tinge of ash blond among my really really dark hair.

I have decided to stop watching Shippuden or any other anime. I know it sounds crazy but it affects me emotionally. Even though I know Itachi's gonna die, I don't want to watch him die. It makes me sad (because I like him) So I will stop anime! Until one day... I don't know. Though it does help improve my Jap! :))

I'm going on holiday! Uncontactable for a week. Cya! Will miss everybody!

Prom

Curling my hair.

Hehe I'm eating now. :)

Just to squeeze into my dress, I only ate noodles for breakfast and some curry potatoes for lunch yesterday. Wasn't feeling really hungry anyway. And I'm only so paranoid about my dress because I burst it just after I bought it. (yes, literally burst!) Thank god it wasn't the zip but the inner string. :*)

Grad night was great. :) Preparing for it was painful... Guess that's what you get when you decide to do your own make-up and hair. Having single eyelids sucks! It was such a bitch to draw eyeliner. Thank god it wasn't too thick.

Some pictures

Don't really know this guy, but I think he looks good. Like the suit! :)


Prom queen


Benji looked awesome too! Hahaha





The rest here.

Ever harder to accept

The hard truth came crushing down on me. Just suddenly I have no idea what to do next. Plans destroyed, future ruined, nothing's left. I'm back to square one.


I'm not really looking forward to prom later, no idea why. I think it's the dress. Hmm. Currently drowning myself with movies filled with sadness and my tears. Being too emotional these days - can't help it. Esp when the movie is Koizora. *sob* Occasionally pausing the movie thinking about what I should do to my hair and my face later, but I totally can't be bothered. Why?

Sigh. I love Spirited Away. It's keeping me in a daze for the 2nd day.

Life suddenly..

O levels are over. The life that I'm leading now is suddenly too difficult to adjust to. (I'm even free enough to return to blogging.) Not that I miss studying a lot, but I miss having a purpose in everyday life. Currently, it's like just watching anime, going shopping (for prom), and doing I don't know what. 得过且过的日子真叫人难受. I need to have a purpose. This is unbearable.

Sigh. What should I do? This place is a total monologue stage. I don't think anyone visits my blog. Should I upload pictures? Should I close down roadtrees? Should I continue talking to myself? Life seems meaningless all of a sudden doesn't it?

Anyway, Spirited Away is really the best movie ever. I can never get bored of watching it too many times. The movie was so beautiful that I cried again, while watching it last night. I wish I was still in band, where I can play those great songs. Haku. Chihiro. Awww.

Till then.